The"Raker" How I wish I could help you. You're story reminds me of a friend who swore up and down How much she loved me> I told her please do not say that again, but she would repeat it over and over. Please bare in mind I am not into women. I am very much a Woman, not a lesbian. So her comments her aggravating to me. She once told me that their was a REAL need for claims adjusters. So I spent my last dollars, when I asked her to give me her friends name - SHE WOULDN't - PEOPLE are just out to get what they want and they will say anything. TRUE, i HAVE BEEN THROUGH THE MILL, i HAVE BEEN SO FAMOUS i SAW HOW CRUEL PEOPLE CAN BE. i TELL YOU, COUNT THEIR ACTIONS AND DO NOT HEAR VAIN WORDS. THE WIND TAKES THEIR FUTILE WORDS BUT ACTIONS WILL STAY IN UR MIND 4EVER. You are very young, you have a life ahead of you. No matter what bitterness you passed, it is up to you to leave it behind. Avoid people that have done you wrong, even if it is your own mother or father! Clean the slate, do not lift a finger to hurt anyone, pray to God and he will open doors for you. I am worst off than you, I barely can walk. I feel so weak, my knees almost touch the ground. All the people I knew when I had money and helped all those(whom I knew would do me wrong and still helped them) are NOW my worst enemies. Oh that friend that swore she loved me so much, all her other friends throughout the years told me all the bad things she was talking about me. She was also calling me continously over and over again 100 times each day! But it is better to know them and not say anything and DO YOUR thing no matter WHAT. Not my so called friend, not my family not anybody told me what to do. I TOLD THEM AFTER THE FACT, THAT IS if I chose to, on a need to know basis. Good Luck. Pray, Pray, Pray
I will pray for you friend.
God is faithful, and God can open door's for people.
God loves to be tried at his word to show how faithful he is.
God can open door's that man can't.
Acknowledge HIM in all your way's, and he will direct your steps, and make them sure.
Try him friend. Try him at his word, and according to his promises.
Shalom, love, and Blessing's.
Mike
